Overwhelmed. It is almost to much at this point. The solutions I have in mind. The thing that would be best are not necessarily the chosen way. Of course why would my way be better? I do not know that it would be. I do not see everything and every aspect. A limited prespective that is ofter eskew. With out seeing the whole it is easy to have a solution. And even easier to critize and complain out the others solution.
I need to spend a full weekend up here just working on computers getting things in good order once again. I just do not have the time nor do I feel that it is something I should devote a full weekend to doing and then if I do there will be another project.