Also in that same movie the lead actor says I would like to be like that girl in the XMen - to be able to walk through walls. I counted three actors in that movie that also have had key roles in the XMen movies.
Breathe. we can control that. Yes, it does happen automatically. like the heartbeat we breathe. like blinking. we control and yet we do not control. Our body makes the decision without a conscience thought or command on our part. Yet then we think. We control and breathe.
Realizing the past and its impact on now. Anger and resentment and fear sneak up quick from hidden away deep within seeping out with subtle grace to swing around and stare into the face and the abyss. i was blind all the time i was learning to see.
Breathe deep. There is much to do and then really nothing to do as well. Baby steps of Bob. Not really behind but not ahead either. Just moving forward (hopefully) with the stream. Sit back, relax, enjoy the ride. But do do the next right thing.
It is not really the end of a weekend or the beginning of a week. It is the day and the moment. There is a group of people who individually live their lives in 24 hour segments. One day. On occasion it is one hour, one 10 minutes, one minute, one breath. And so it is that today is this day. Waking at 11:00 in the a.m. does not make it as waste of day or a waste of time or a loss, or time that will never be recovered. It was dreams, it was nurturing the self, it was healing, it simply was. And this day anew. 24 hours. one breath.