I keep going back to,  you will have me back if I change but what if this is the real me? 

tyranny

I read a post how wearing a mask or excuse me being forced to wear a mask is tyranny from the government. In an earlier post the same person was talking about the black lives matter movement and how it was not right. It got me to thinking tyranny opression from the government is exactly what the black lives movement is fighting against. The cognitive dissonance is deafening.