realize

So I realized today that I don't want to move my things out of the other house because I feel like the more that I move the less likely it will be that I'll return to that place

The other thing that I think about is did I plan in my head to be finished with the relationship and then I think sometimes yes sometimes no but the proof that I didn't want the relationship to end is I didn't have anybody in the wings and that is a Hallmark of getting out of a relationship for me