empty

I don't know what it is but I just feel incredibly sad and lonely. Just kind of empty. And it's not all the time actually it is all the time . Is this heavy weight of emptiness. I wonder if it was always there and I just filled it up with other things.

ordinary two

So the thoughts on being an ordinary person. How do you be ordinary in the world everybody's ordinary everybody's of the same some people are special everyone is special in their own way but since people gifted summer ordinary and it makes us not less than or worse or not as good and they're no better it seems like a very big constraint and construction of the mind that is the definition of things you cannot have definitions people ideas into little boxes and their little boxes don't exist so the first step there is going to be the breakout of that thinking.

It's going to require a force of change but within the Dynamics of the culture noriel we've become this how we are 

So to think about the question of being ordinary the things that we do in our daily life the way that we are the acceptance of who we are and what we can do and then I think the most important is striving to become something better something greater new knowledge new learning new information it doesn't make us less than what we were used to be or more than what we used to be that's really a weird one