coalesce

Imagine a beautiful day walking around the sky so blue grass green sense of lilac and Jasmine and honeysuckle fill the air feel the piece of the universe then you begin to see clouds roll across the horizon foreboding know gentle rolling beautiful clouds but 

So is the clouds continue to roll they turn from white to dark and dark and dark and black and that darkness has the anger in the fear resentments self-doubt and knowing being too big being too little the darkness rules and roles but within the darkness in the darkness of those clouds there is a seed tiny tiny seeds of Hope

dark not scary at all and you know when rain comes the the moisture the droplets coalesce together in a cloud perform a drop imagine now those clouds that are forming above you good moisturizer that is coalescing into the drop that moisture is that moisture is peace that moisture is forgiveness all of those individual little tiny bits begin to call us and come together they join and become weighted in fall it is the rain falls and touches your body hit you in the face coach your skin it imparts to you that piece the hope the forgiveness infusion you with a new life in the new purpose

ordinary

Can an ordinary person have and nurture a direct connection did the divine?

That is to say those people who seemed to effort effort effort effort Leslie maintain that connection there's something different or special or more than ordinary about were they once ordinary people where have they always been that special?

What allows someone to become within the divine?

Once in a while we get a glimpse of what could be only then to return to an ordinary life

invite

So trying to figure out what we are I'm waiting for an invitation to come in.

The invitation that I learned that I have to be invited and I'm very hesitant to go where I'm not invited the so I don't know what I want and I don't know what you want I know that there are some things that I want I know what I would like to happen and then the fear and anxiety and what it is that I want it to happen is just in this moment going forward I don't know that that's what I want to happen so can we do a day-by-day moment by moment I don't know