collective consciousness

So reading today in the theory of collective consciousness all of mankind resides in a place of being while we're not on this planet as a human our consciousness is with the whole we're not separate from the whole we are not a one consciousness as part of a whole we are the collective consciousness. So when people have an experience of a past life that is the collective consciousness life all lives are part of that collective consciousness. so when somebody says well why do you only come back at somebody who was famous. That is the strong memory we don't necessarily remember or reflect upon the mundane we remember and reflect upon the moments of heightened awareness or special times. So those are the memories we have of the past life. so when somebody says well I think I must have been a native American in my past life yes we all are in the collective consciousness that makes up who we are and when we come back to earth as a human being and we have an experience we know we've had that experience before as part of the collective consciousness. And if you extrapolate out not even past lives but our collective consciousness of today with just the people who are here we have experienced everything that everyone experiences at that moment.

reprogram

So we are reprogramming the human species at the cellular level. Becoming who we are meant to be or The next step in The evolutionary chain. I'm wondering if cancer is the fight of the universe to prevent that reprogramming from happening. I think about the people I know that have passed on or fought and at what is that disease it makes it prohibitive

allobe

So woke up 3:00 to a dream of being on Mars that alone mission to Mars and not really me being the person at Mars but me going to help find that person so not real sure what all that was but then her talking earlier tonight I think that the quote that keeps going through my head is I can't be the person that they need me to be. 

And then the other one was something abou and they can't be what I need period And I think that that's what the personal is I'm not capable of being period and is that the thing within me I'm not capable of beingt

becoming

What do I want to be? 

Wants

And needs

And desires

Want to wake up tangled together

Want to walk the beach

Want to ride a motorcycle 

We know that we are God and yet we fear becoming

We know that we are capable and yet we fear becoming

We know and yet we doubt