Friday, August 28, 2020

birthday night

Well I was really hoping do you were going to ask me to stay.
So that didn't happen and I don't know what that means if it means anything I don't know if we're he closer to knowing where we're at and what we're going to do I don't know if we're miles apart or on the same track or I just don't know so we need to find out that question what makes you happy quote will make you happy.

I don't know what would make me happy. I do think that I'm not not happy. I don't know that there's anything that would just make me happy that sentence earlier I read today about the enlightened ones the two I can't remember yo Sean Nathan the name and that enlightenment that comes with just knowing and there's nothing else for me here versus the enlightenment of the that says I'm here to help others I'm here to serve it's interesting that there are two Dynamics to that enlightenment you must be others as well and being interesting to explore

Wednesday, August 26, 2020

hollow bone

So we have the idea of the hollow bone we ask that the spirit make us as a hollow bone so that the universe Mesa flow flow through us to allow the self to be out of the way and creation to come through I didn't understand what the hollow bone was.
I think the hollow bone is US prepared it is the person who has done the work to get rid of those things within themselves let's stop the flow of the universe anger fear resentment something that starts with an a those things have to be cleaned from the inside of the bone in order to be of use.so what is the work that needs to be done to become a hollow bone
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the studio

why do I have to shrink and go away so someone else gets to grow?"