invite

So trying to figure out what we are I'm waiting for an invitation to come in.

The invitation that I learned that I have to be invited and I'm very hesitant to go where I'm not invited the so I don't know what I want and I don't know what you want I know that there are some things that I want I know what I would like to happen and then the fear and anxiety and what it is that I want it to happen is just in this moment going forward I don't know that that's what I want to happen so can we do a day-by-day moment by moment I don't know