I drove thru Cordell today i just started crying for no reason

On the way to santa fe. Looking forward

Lessons and Themes

It was a great journey North to South Dakota. I got to look at a lot about myself. It was as if the blinders had been removed for the first time in a very long while. Reconnection with myself and with others and with all of creation. These things wanting to hold onto and not let go made it difficult to leave that place. Coming home life was still here and it is raw and hard and terrorifying. I hope to spend some time in the next little while detailing thoughts and feelings and getting them down so these things will not go away into the ether or into the nothingness and then I will forget the changes I had made. Needing to integrate the changes into the psychie and make them a part of me. Changes of thought and view instead of the thought and view of the old self.
Peace

Travel

I am heading for South Dakota on Friday. It is going to be a great trip. I am looking forward to the time. I will not be near a computer for a while.
Do not worry. I am really feeling pretty good.
I was in Skiatook yesterday. A friend of mine is opening a gallery there and wants to show our work. I think it is going to be a great oppertunity.
I will be back around August 2 or so and will be open to coffee anytime.
Andy

wonderment

I am thinking today that it is easier to not act. That is to say. I can do things that I feel are against my psychie, things that could (or could not be, who knows) destructive to my personal well being. Granted it could it could not. Effects unknown and unknowable. No harm or harm. It is easier to simply not act. Not that it really matters anyway.
I figured out last night that I am unlovable. That is not to say people don't love me because I know I am loved by others, friends and family. It is that thing about not being able to love another because we do not love ourselves. I think that may be one of many roots. I do not love myselft and therefore feel and have felt unworthy of the love of another.

hanging out

I am just hanging out today. I drove around with a realtor looking at property for the studio. We did see a couple of good places. I am making calls and looking and exploring.
I am going to try to make the 8 headed girlfriend exhibit tomorrow night at the Electric Chair gallery at the Book Beat. It should be good.
I am digging on Galileo's coffee. It is just a decent cup and the atmosphere is good. Interesting people all around.
Peace.

Cafe Bella Latte

I moved as I clicked but you get the drift. I think it is only the second place in town that has done Latte Art.

Cain

Looking at the possiblity of being like Cain from Kung Fu. Wander around the world getting into adventures.
A

Another Day

I have had the pleasure of driving all around our great city. I am scoping out coffee shops while looking for a new glass blowing studio location. If you know of any good coffee shops make sure and post a comment so I can find them all.
Hazelnut Latte is my drink of choice.
Okie Dokie. You all be good.