The death of ego

 So I have always thought ego was this big massive thing. "he has a big ego" I was not aware that ego is also small and insidious and a liar. 

Ego tells me I am not worthy. Ego tells me I am not lovable. Ego says don't even try you will fail. Ego says pay it a nevermind. 

What did Stuart Smalley say... I am good enough and gosh darn it people like me. 

I have dismissed the lessons for so long It is like learning them all over again or hearing for the first time in that understanding is maybe taking place. 

The difference in knowing the path and living the path. 

I wonder if having gone through and done and lived but the ego keeps me from becoming who I am, the whole me, the fully capable of me. And the ego forces the Me in to a mediocracy. 

So the ego has to go. It can not have a hold on me and my life any longer. It is time to let go of the lies and to live fully.