cypher

So do you think when Morpheus pulled cipher out of the matrix to be in the real world that Morpheus thought cipher was the one . How did cipher discover he was not the one. Enter

So how does no I think everyone wants to be the one. What does it do to a person when the realization comes that they are not. Or is that just the illusion because they are truly capable of being the one. What is it letting go of ego pride fear . What does an embrace love acceptance to become the one.

Couple that with the line ,we are going to kill him... Neo was not the "first" the one they thought they had released.

being honest

I'm wondering about how to be more honest the best not to say anything at all versus what do I need how do I express those things. So I'm wondering what do I need.

So I found myself wanting to say things knowing that the time was not right the place was not right and feeling like what I had to say would just fall on deaf ears. There was one day I tried to say how I was feeling in the reply that I received I felt badly about having felt or said what I did. So that makes me not want to open up anymore. That vulnerability the fear in the vulnerability. So that feeling of taking care of myself and expressing what I need gets put to the back again and maybe that's where it is and always has been maybe that's why I don't say anything at all. In protecting myself I'm actually doing myself a lot more harm.

take a way

So I remember in eighth grade we took a trip to Washington DC. I had on a brand new white polo shirt. We got chocolate ice cream early on the start of our tour day. I spilled chocolate ice cream down the front of my shirt. so I had to wear that all day long.

So my takeaway was don't ever wear white I wonder what my takeaway would have been no I wonder what my being would be like if my takeaway were don't eat chocolate ice cream.

as god

Why is our first impulse to deny the divine that we are. We know we are god. Of the same thread and weave and cloth. Yet when presented with "he is god" the answer is no, certainly not. How to get us to change our core response to yes.

Does this stem from the thought that we are not "capable" of the same things we atribute to God?

In that same vein, how do we know we are not healing and manifesting love with each step and breath.

things missed

I think it is the things that we were promised that we could do have not come to pass. And I wonder why we were promised those things and why they are not manifest. Why can we not heal. Why can we not float walk on water transcend. It's a strange world in which we live. What do we need to do in order to transcend.

Healing

 I have been thinking lately as to cancer and it's destruction. 

Jesus promised us that whoever believed in him could do the things that he does. 

When a loved one gets cancer and is sick and dying. Those behind are giving in love and peace and healing and seek to cure the loved ones. Just as Jesus did. 

Is our faith not strong enough? Where did we fail? Why am I not worthy?

be open

Sit and be open. 

Let go of the past

Stop looking to the future

Know the empty feeling is simply illusion

Loneliness is too

Be the bright white light

colonization

So I think one of the things that has me thinking now scared maybe period if the native Americans mesoamericans had beautiful cultures enlightenment in a way not found anywhere else. They thrived and survived in harmony with one another and with nature. Granted there were some horrible things but generally overall we look at it as an ID like time and place. So when colonization happened people at a lower frequency came in and dominated and overthrew a people that were vibrating at a higher frequency. My thought would be that the higher frequency would win but that's not the case and so that's a fear now period in that if we evolve to a higher frequency we won't have a defense against those who wish to dominate us.

irony

Okay so I wonder we come to this plane of existence in order to have the human experience to suffer maybe it suffers not the right word for it anymore to be human to have emotion to have all of the things anger resentment love happiness so.

We come to this plane for that human experience and to evolve into a higher spiritual place but once we evolve into that higher spiritual place will no longer be having that human experience so we're defeating the purpose of why we're here as we pursue higher spiritual

empty

I don't know what it is but I just feel incredibly sad and lonely. Just kind of empty. And it's not all the time actually it is all the time . Is this heavy weight of emptiness. I wonder if it was always there and I just filled it up with other things.

ordinary two

So the thoughts on being an ordinary person. How do you be ordinary in the world everybody's ordinary everybody's of the same some people are special everyone is special in their own way but since people gifted summer ordinary and it makes us not less than or worse or not as good and they're no better it seems like a very big constraint and construction of the mind that is the definition of things you cannot have definitions people ideas into little boxes and their little boxes don't exist so the first step there is going to be the breakout of that thinking.

It's going to require a force of change but within the Dynamics of the culture noriel we've become this how we are 

So to think about the question of being ordinary the things that we do in our daily life the way that we are the acceptance of who we are and what we can do and then I think the most important is striving to become something better something greater new knowledge new learning new information it doesn't make us less than what we were used to be or more than what we used to be that's really a weird one